akameda

Title: Irony
Fandom: KAT-TUN/NEWS/Kanjani8
Pairing: From RyoDa <3 to RyoDa </3 to RyoDa <3 again.
Rating: PG-13 (for language), this chapter is NC-17 *gulps*
Warning: Attempted Angst and Fluff.
Disclaimer: I OWN THEM!... in my dreams. Boohoo...
Summary: Ueda gave Ryo his all, and yet it turned out to be painful. But then again...
Chapter Summary: The first 2 days of Ryo and Ueda as a couple.
A/N: Waah. Updated finally! I had a hard time writing this. :O And thank you very much to

miyukaii for beta-ing and helping. Dear, I love you so much. XDD

A/N2. This has been edited. (04/20/2009)

 

 

Ueda quickly ran after him but seeing the hallway empty, he walked back to his apartment, disappointment and happiness written on his face at the same time. I can't believe it.

 

He thought hard of what to do. And since he loved his cell phone so much (which was the first thing that popped in his mind during that particular situation), he ran fast to his bedroom and got hold of the device. He couldn't let go of that smile while typing, since it was simply a dream come true.

 

You should have told me earlier. Because... I feel the same way. -Ueda Tatsuya

 

Send.

 

Beep. He excitedly flipped his phone open and smiled how adorable the other can be.

 

Really? - Nishikido Ryo

 

Yeah. Tee-hee... I love you. -Ueda Tatsuya

 

I love you too, hime. -Ryo

 

And he could have just died at that moment. But another beep from his cellphone did not permit him to do so.

 

So, what are we now? -Ryo

 

Umm... I guess we're dating then. -Tatsuya

 

Yokatta.

I love you, hime. -Ryo

 

You just said that a while ago. But anyway, I love you too, Ryo. -Tatsuya

 

Ueda was in tears. He never thought that he'd have this conversation with Nishikido Ryo, the person he hated so much during his junior days, now the person he loved as much as he despised him then. He couldn't be happier now that he had someone to share his life with.

 

Or not.

 

~~~~~

 

"Tat-chan!" was the first thing that greeted him as he entered the KAT-TUN dressing room. The second was Akanishi glomping him like they hadn't seen each other for years. "Soooo, you're Ryo-chan's boyfriend already, huuuh?"

 

Ueda slapped his friend's forehead hard, making the other massage it to ease the sting. "Keep that down, will you? He told about that matter, right?" Unfortunately, as much as he wanted to share his happiness with his friends, Nishikido asked him to keep their relationship a secret first. Only close friends should know (i.e. in Ryo's case, Jin, Pi, Toma, and in Ueda's case, Maru) about it. He didn't really know the reason behind it but he agreed to what the other wished for.

 

"But Tat-chan..." He withdrew his arms from the said boy and looked at him in the eyes, the mood changing to a serious one. "Be careful."

 

Ueda cocked his head to the side, not seeming to understand what Jin was trying to say.

 

Jin just sighed, and a small smile formed in his lips. "You see, he has this... hmm, How should I call it?" He said, his thumb rubbing his chin lightly. "Psychological thing? Yup. He has this psychological thing in him, that if he gets something he wants, he gets tired of it easily. He is very persistent on taking them for himself, but when he gets tired he throws them away like a used ragged doll. So be careful, please." He patted Ueda's shoulder before turning away then left.

 

Tatsuya stared at the floor as he tried to process Jin's words in his mind.

 

 ‘No, I trust Ryo. He won’t do that to me.’ He thought, before proceeding to do the work needed for that day.

 

~

 

Day one: Confessions

 

Ueda spent the night alone sitting on his sofa, watching television with his cell phone instead of the remote control in his hand. He sent an SMS to Ryo, who was currently in Osaka, a while ago telling him to send a message as soon as he's done with work. It's been an hour since he hollered, and he just sighed in defeat.

 

"He seems busy." He mumbled to himself as he settled his cell phone on table, only to be stopped by a beep.

 

He quickly withdrew his hand and looked at the screen closely, and smiled widely. “It's him!” he exclaimed.

 

Hey Tat-chan. Sorry for being late. It was hell. What were you doing? - Ryo.

 

It's ok. Me? Nothing much. You? – Tatsuya

 

I just got home. – Ryo

 

He’s a one question-one answer person ne… Ueda thought along with what to answer back.

 

Beep. Eh?

 

Can I ask you something? – Ryo

 

He raised his eyebrows at this.

 

What is it? – Tatsuya

 

What made you love me? -Ryo

 

His eyes widened in surprise, not expecting such a question from his boyfriend. He thought hard though, but he couldn’t come up with a concise answer.

 

Well, I think I’ll stick to the “The more you hate, the more you love” thing. :p -Tatsuya

 

Oh come on. - Ryo

 

He giggled, thinking to himself that his answer was absurd.

 

It’s sort of true, though. I used to say to myself that I hate you. With those insults and all. Then came the day that you weren’t around and I felt like my day was incomplete. Then everything followed. Funny, ne? -Tatsuya

 

… Now that I think about it, I must have been really mean. Sorry. –Ryo

 

Tatsuya smiled at his sincerity.

It’s ok. It’s the past already. Let’s just face the future together, ne? ^^ -Tatsuya

 

That was sissy, hime. –Ryo

 

His smile turned upside down, and he could sense that the bastard he was talking to was smirking at that very moment. Shut up, moron. What about you? -Tatsuya

 

What about me? -Ryo

 

What made you love me? –Tatsuya

 

It’s because the world turned the other way around.

 

I mean, suddenly my heart says that all of those insults meant the opposite. –Ryo

 

That’s sissy, Ryo. –Tatsuya

 

That’s my line. –Ryo

 

Ueda laughed out loud, very much amused with the conversation. But as much as he wanted to continue, sleepiness took toll on him, and he yawned.

 

Ne Ryo, I’m going to sleep now. I’m tired. –Tatsuya

 

Aw ok. Goodnight. Sweet dreams. I love you, hime. –Ryo

 

You’re so cheesy, ne? :p Anyway, goodnight. I love you, too. –Tatsuya

 

And he dreamed of Ryo that night.

 

~

 

Day Two: I Wanna Love You

 

Ueda came to work smiling which freaked the juniors out because he was beaming the whole morning. He greeted everyone (as in EVERYONE) he met along the corridors, flashing more of those shiny teeth, nearly blinding all of those who looked. And it freaked KAT-TN the most, since they spent the morning with him.

 

“Tat-chan’s seems too happy today, ne?” Kame mumbled to Koki who just nodded, both in front of the mirror in the KAT-TUN dressing room.

 

The said man was on the couch, flipping the pages of a magazine, still smiling. Nakamaru was sitting beside him, staring at him like he wasn’t the Ueda he used to know. “What happened last night?” He asked, “You seem happy.”

 

“Hm?” Ueda looked at him cheerfully. “Well, I had a really really nice evening. That’s all.”

 

“Did he talk to you?”

 

“Yeah. Thru SMS though. But it’s ok. He was soooo sweet.” Tatsuya replied, smiling like a schoolgirl who was in-loved.

 

Beep.

 

He fished out his cell phone from his pocket and immediately flipped it open. His smile became wider when he saw who the sender was.

 

“Maru! It’s him!” Ueda whispered to his friend, bouncing up and down on his seat. Nakamaru just smiled awkwardly.

 

Hey Tat-chan. We’re taking a break right now. Are you busy? –Ryo

 

Not really. We still have a few more minutes before we start rehearsing again. –Tatsuya.

 

They started to talk about random things: The weather, Ryo’s hair, the juniors, the both of them going crack, anything. And when they say anything, it means anything, including this…

 

Ne Tat-chan, is this song familiar to you? The song that goes ‘I see you whining and grindin up on that pole’… that song? –Ryo

 

Ueda raised an eyebrow at the question. Yeah. Why? What about it? –Tatsuya

 

Well… I think it would be nice if you sing me that song, only using opposite pronouns. You know, the ‘I’s become ‘you’s. –Ryo

 

His forehead scrunched up as he sang it in his head. You see me whinin and grindin up on that pole. You know I see you looking at me everywhere and I already know, you wanna… Ueda snorted at this, getting slightly turned on at the same time. Like hell I’d let you fuck me, Nishikido. –Tatsuya

 

Let’s see about that, princess. I’m definitely dominant in this relationship. –Ryo

 

Yeah right. But I’ll have to see that some other time. We’re rehearsing again. See yah love. –Tatsuya

 

The hell you’d see it. See you, too my sissy GIRLfriend. –Ryo

 

~

 

Ueda was still smiling on the drive home, only this time, it was a bit perverted. The Ryo-made version of that certain song was floating inside his head, and it never failed to make him giggle. Pervert Ryo.

 

Fiddling with his house keys, he walked his way to his door, carefully inserting the object and opening it. Expecting usual things inside his house, his eyes opened wide when he saw something unusual, or someone, sitting on his couch like he owns it.

 

“How are you, princess?”

 

Tatsuya closed the door and stepped in further, watching Ryo stand and walk towards him, the two meeting in the middle of the living room. Ryo held Ueda’s face and leaned forward, pressing his lips on the princess’s, softly and gently. Our first unadulterated kiss… haha...

 

Ueda smiled as the other pulled away, not withdrawing his hands. He grasped them with his own and replied, “I’m fine. But, what are you doing here? Shouldn’t you be in Osaka?”

 

“It’s my day off tomorrow. So I thought I’d go tonight and see you.” He answered, staring at Tatsuya’s brown orbs and a sadistic grin on his lips. “I wanted to prove myself a little early too.”

 

He stared back at Ryo’s eyes with his confused ones. “What do you mean?”

 

Ryo slid his hands from his neck down to his thin waist, pulling Tatsuya closer. He leaned forward until his breath reaches the other’s ear, and whispered, “You mean you forgot about our little conversation this morning?”

 

“Of course not.” He answered, shivering at the feeling of Ryo breathing against his skin, and moaned when he nibbled on his earlobe.

 

 “Good.” Ryo said, clutching Ueda’s shoulder and pushed him to the floor not so gently, making the poor one whimper in pain.

 

“What the heck was that for, Nishikido?!” He shouted, glaring at him. And Ryo just smirked at him.

 

And the next thing he knew was Ryo was on top of him, pinning his hands over his head, the other’s weight pressing him on the floor. With one last look, he finally captured Ueda’s lips in a fierce kiss, biting and sucking painfully on his lower lip. He traced it with his tongue slowly, as if trying to soothe the stinging pain, making the other feel the sensations more vividly.

 

Ueda moaned, parting his mouth which gave Ryo the chance to slip his tongue in, exploring every cavern of that hot interior. He did the same but less aggressive than what Ryo was doing. Their tongues intertwined, fighting for dominance, a fight where Ryo won. Fine, you win.  Ueda thought to himself, feeling Ryo releasing his hands and sneaking one of his own under the shirt, caressing that soft skin that lies under there, and the other caressing Ueda’s neck.

 

“Uh… Ryo, don’t you think we’re going to fast? I mean we just got together.” Tatsuya asked breathily, clutching the other’s shoulders tightly as Nishikido’s hand roamed all over his chest.

 

“I don’t think so. I love you, isn’t that enough reason for us to do it?” He answered, lips against Ueda’s neck, sucking the milky expanse of Ueda’s neck in a not so gentle way.

 

‘That is going to leave marks.’  Ueda thought.

 

“Nnh… Then can we do this somewhere that’s not as hard as the floor? I’d rather have this somewhere softerl you know.”

 

With one last lick on that spot he was busy with, Ryo kneeled and swept his arms under Ueda’s body, carrying him bridal style as he stood up, making Ueda encircle his arms around Ryo’s neck so as not to fall.

 

Nishikido literally threw Tatsuya on the bed when they reached his room. The other just watched him strip off his clothes, removing his boxers last, and Tatsuya had to comment.

 

“Calvin Klein? Cheap. Dolce and Gabbana is way better.”

 

“Shut up and strip. Or do you want me to do it for you?” He exclaimed before quickly discarding his underwear then hungrily tearing Ueda’s clothes, tossing them across the room, then hovered above Tatsuya’s naked figure.

 

“God, you’re so beautiful, hime.” He said, before kissing Ueda roughly once again, moulding his sides harshly. His mouth moved to Ueda’s ear, his jaw, his neck, chest, stomach, leaving bite marks here and there. Hands were travelling upwards, brushing lightly over a nipple. He suddenly tweaked it hard, making the other gasp out loud in pleasure and pain alike, and then traced circles on the areole with a finger to soothe while sucking on a spot on Ueda’s hip.

 

Ueda closed his eyes, not seeming to take the sensations running all over his body. Feeling warm air somewhere near his erection, he propped himself up on his elbows and decided to watch his boyfriend, only to see Ryo breathing on his cock with a dangerously lustful expression in his eyes, turning him on ever more. “Ryo…” He whimpered, his elbows giving up on him, making him lie flat on the bed again.

 

Nishikido hungrily his shaft and sucked on the tip, earning a soft cry from the other man. He looked up and met Ueda’s gaze, then smirked. “I’m going to make you scream, Tatsuya. I’m going to make you beg for more.” He said continuing to suck the tip of Ueda’s shaft, holding its base before pumping his fists up and down.

 

With that, Ueda screamed as he clutched the sheets tight, very much pleasured by Ryo, who was now bobbing his mouth up and down on his erection. Then he felt something poke his entrance, and a breathless high-pitched cry escaped from his lips as he felt Ryo’s finger, plunge inside of him. “Ryo~!”

 

Ryo halted his actions and gazed at Ueda, adding another finger and earning another one of those cries. “God, you squeal like a girl.” He pushed his fingers hard and hit that spot successfully, making the other one of those high-pitched girly sounds, and said darkly, “And I like it.”

 

“The least you could’ve done was use some lube. I have dance rehearsals tomorrow and I’m going to be limping because of this.” Ueda said, gritting his teeth.

 

“They won’t notice. You seem to be limping when you dance anyway. It won’t make any difference.”

 

“Bastard.” Ueda muttered.

 

Ryo smirked at him in response.

 

Ueda was breathing in short pants as Ryo continued to stretch him with his fingers, brushing over and over his prostate, seeing stars as he tried to shove away the thought of pain. When Ryo added another finger, his screams escalated to a much higher octave.

 

“Wait.” Ryo said as he stopped what he was doing and stood up, eyeing his jeans on the floor. He picked it up, and got something inside the pocket, which was a tube of lubricant. He walked back to the bed, settling himself on his knees between Ueda’s spread legs, and uncapped it, and was about to put some on his palm when Tatsuya stopped him, grabbing his hand before he could even do anything.

 

“Let me do it.” Tatsuya said, his voice husky, sitting up and snatching the lube from Ryo’s grasp, and began to put a generous amount on his hand. Slowly, he massaged Nishikido’s cock and spread the lube all over, making the other groan in pleasure.

 

Looking dangerously at him, Nishikido pushed Ueda back on the bed, lifting his knees apart. “Tell me if it hurts.” He said before easing his cock inside Tatsuya slowly and as gently as possible, his eyes glued on the other’s face, waiting for him to relax. As soon as the distortion of his expression was gone, he began to move softly, filling the other smoothly, deeper and deeper. And when he heard Tatsuya moan, he smirked.

 

“What do you want, Tatsuya?”

 

“I’m not going to beg for it.” Ueda said.

 

Ryo halted his thrusts and looked at Ueda.

 

“Tell me.”

 

Ueda cannot take Ryo’s teasing any longer. Ryo’s shaft was hovering teasingly above his entrance, teasing him to the brink of insanity.

 

“Just, please Ryo, fill me up.”

 

“I didn’t hear you.”

 

“Put it in me, please.”

 

“Still can’t hear you, hime.”

 

Ueda gulped.

 

“Ryo,” he said looking at the man hovering above him. He raised his head a little higher, aligning his lips to the man’s ear then nibbled on it.

 

“Fuck me…” he whispered softly and seductively.

 

            Ryo’s eyes widened at Ueda’s statement.

 

            “Fuck me…I want it hard and fast.” Ueda added.

 

            All control that Ryo had snapped and thrust his hips hard. Ryo and Ueda’s moans echoed throughout the whole room. Ryo continued to thrust harder.

 

            Ueda wrapped his legs around Ryo’s waist making Ryo penetrate him deeper.

 

            “Fuck, you don’t know what you’re doing to me Tatsuya…”

 

            He only smiled at the younger man and licked the pool of sweat gathering on Ryo’s sculpted shoulder relishing in its salty taste.

 

“Ryo… faster… Ah…”

 

Ueda felt Ryo do what he said, ramming to him fast and hard. He hit that spot again, and Ueda could no longer bear to not scream Ryo’s name.

 

“God Tatsuya… you’re so tight.” Ryo said, thrusting his hips in full speed and power, the bed slamming on the wall in time with their movements. He leaned down and kissed Ueda’s lips lustfully as he slid his hands to grip the other’s hips, pulling towards him to meet his thrust. They moved intensely, the room now filled with moans and the scent of sex.

 

“More, God Ryo, more…Harder…”

 

Ryo obliged with his boyfriend’s request and then proceeded to kiss Ueda with all the passion and lust he’s feeling. He lifted Ueda’s left leg and rested it upon his shoulder. Ueda moaned as he felt Ryo filling him to the brink.

 

He has never felt so complete before.

 

Ryo sneaked his hand between their bodies grabbing Ueda’s shaft tightly in his palms and stroked it, synching it with his thrusts.

 

Ueda could feel that he’s close to his peak, digging his nails onto Ryo’s shoulders. And when Ryo started to pump and pull him, he felt his mind was going to explode that moment.

 

“Ryo! I- Aaah!”

 

Nishikido felt the world tighten around him as Ueda comes, spilling his juices all over his hand and stomach. He was about to come, he knew, and his thrusts became even harder and faster than before. And with one final movement, he came inside Ueda, arching his back and tensing his muscles from all the wonders that an orgasm can offer.

 

Both of them breathed in lots of air in order to compensate the lack of it a while ago. They lay on top of each other, sweat dropping from their foreheads, fingers intertwined with the other, just like their hearts.

 

“I love you, hime.” Ryo said, massaging Ueda’s side softly.

 

“I love you too, Ryo.” Ueda replied his voice and body obviously exhausted from his previous activities.

 

And they fell into deep slumber, still holding each others’ hand.